As I sift through the trainers who have thrown their hats in the ring for the job of taking on Dee and Stormkite, I become more comfortable with
my decision to have a professional train them and help find them new homes.
Who will miss whom the most? |
For me, the past year has been one in which we have
simplified. We moved from a big house
with a huge barn and oodles of storage that could be crammed with things
upon things to a small house with very little room to stash stuff. That meant getting rid of so much.
And that felt so good.
Then, we sold the old house, and that felt good, too. In between, we sold an extra car and a bunch
of saddles. All good, good, good.
And so, it seems natural for me to look to simplify my horsekeeping
life, as well. But this action is not
like selling a house or sending all the old furniture away on a truck to an auction.
Without going all sappy on you, I’ll say that I love these
horses and I believe in doing my best for them, creatures that
depend on humans to care for them and that have no choice when humans don’t.
So, I’m doing what I can to give Dee and Stormkite the best chance at
getting a great home, a better home than I give them, even. It’s hard to admit that a better home is out
there, but it is. There are probably
many better homes -- one with fewer horses, for instance, or one with more humans to take care of the horses. Or with more peppermints.
And the beauty of it is, it gives Hudson, Starlight and
DeCato a better home, too, because I will be able to stop my always working
with a horse that needs to get going under saddle. I can focus on these three horses I have
already started, and move them up the scale in skill
and training.
Lucky them! They each get more of me.
Hmmm...Get ridden or graze? |
I try to avoid describing what I think my horses think,
because I always find when people do it, they just sound wrong. But it could well be, at this point, they
might think, “Uh, we don’t really want more attention from you, we don’t want
to work harder with you and we don’t want you to break up our herd. We just want grass all the time.”
Well, I guess there will always be differences of opinions
on these matters, but in the end, my gut is telling me this is the right thing
to do.